i was browsing through my notes on facebook and shetha tagged me on this note like months ago. It caught my interest and decided to repost it here.
try it out peeps! :)
Cross out what you've done.
Its has been so long since I've been updating here. I should update soon but time seems to run out everyday of my life. Anyways,I'm going to have my exams in two weeks time. Damn. I need to get myself prepared. But of course being me, I linger around doing nothing anyway. That's just me. I will only start when it is really really close to the day. haha.Time to change. Haih. I'll be making a very very big decision that will determine my future after this exam.its now or never ;)dad's famous line
hello world.
time and time again. its now or never.
last week of class and yes its saddest week. finals is just around the corner and the desire to sleep is way too high.
procrastination are my ultimate weakness but i gotta face these no matter what happens.
bless me people.
till then,
xx
"If a tiger sleeps with a tornado and then their tiger-nado baby got married to an earthquake, their offspring would be Rajnikanth" - Grady Hendrix [The Middle East leading English language daily]
ENDHIRAN fever♥
xx
Now it's been about two months,
I never talked about you, because I fear...
Fear I might start thinking about how much I love you.
When I was with you for those 7 months,
I was in a fairytale in a thousand different ways.
Usually in the things I do,
it reminds me in some way of you.
Now that I think about it,
it seems you took me as a joke...
When I think about that, I choke.
Everything i said
were all true.
And yes I wrote poems for other girls too,
no need to lie.
But in a way they all revolved around you.
Listening to that one melody,
just about two weeks ago...
My bestie asked if I still loved you,
and I couldn't let my feelings show.
And I don't know why... so I said no.
But I still do!
'cause when you love someone,
you never stop loving them even if we are not together.
truth hurts.
and you!
I want a proper hug, not any of that 1 arm crap !;)
xx
♥Judge me and I'll prove you wrong.
♥Tell me what to do, and I'll tell you off.
♥Say I'm not worth it and watch where I end up.
♥Call me a bastard and I'll show you one.
♥Fuck me over and I'll do it to you twice as bad.
♥Call me crazy, but you really have no idea. ;)
owh your smile ;)
taj mahal;)
what a day.
watched ENDHIRAN in pavilion today.went with my cousin and his gang.
55 of us and yes we conquered the theater that night.it was three hour movie.
cousin parked the car in some government owned building parking space.
and guess what the parking space was closed when we left pavilion at 12 and we roamed around bukit bintang looking for the office.
thank god the security guard was around and bribed him 20bucks to get into the parking space,
drove back all the way to subang and had dinner,cum supper somewhere in sunway.
reached casa at 2.
the movie was nice and it was way beyond my expectation.
must watch!
hats off. ENDHIRAN.
off to bed.
tc
good night world.
p/s i cry because crying isn't showing weakness, its showing that I've been strong for too long.
sometimes the world around you is mean, the environment, the people and even your own feelings is against your thoughts.you feel helpless as you have no one to back you up when you fall. the loved ones you used to have in your life has now drifted away from you. well at this point all you can do is to take responsibility of what happened and put the blame on yourself. maybe at times your should allow time to heal your wounds because you should know that you can never glue those broken pieces all by yourself.time's flying and you have not much time left to make changes. built up your resilience and yes you will be able to bounce back. have faith in yourself because when everyone else is ignorant you know that GOD is always there for you. dont give up,sharveen :)
xx
Sometimes, it feels like flying. Sometimes, well, sometimes you just fall. Hard. The thing is, you don't die. You'll be left to experience the aftertaste of the fall. You'll have to stay there like an idiot, and let the pain torment you. Move, and you'll break every bones you have left in your body. That's a terrifically lousy situation to be in, if you ask me.i cant wait to end this pain :(
i badly need a hug!
Sometimes, it feels like flying.
i lost my shades in the train otw back to kl sentral from ipoh,
its priceless, and i badly want it back.
haih.
gotta get a new one as soon as possible :)
no shades, no walkin under the sunn :P
today is going to be a good day. why?
because i said so. toodles.i'll blog later at night :)
off to bed now.
omg its 3 o'clock in the morning!
byeeeeeee :)
was so bored and too lazy to study.i have time to FACEBOOK but no time to seriously sit down and face the book. LOL.onlin-ed through my computer instead of my laptop and guess what i found? old pictures.
woke up late today because parents were not around in the morning.was too lazy to study so decided to watch movie.MADRASAPATINAM(not so sure with the spelling). awesome movie laaaa. aarya shaved his beard in this movie and the heroine is a white chick,amy jackson. she's effin cuteee. just love the way she impresses aarya. this movie actually proves that language is never a barrier when it come to matters of heart.the songs are pretty good.kinda touching. i like this song clip. watch this
hello world.
When i really want something, sometimes i have to swim a little deeper
I just cant give up because things don't come easy
Its my life so I have to overcome the obstacles and face my fears all by my own.
In the end I just hope it all worth while.
Life's been way of line and its full of ups and down.
Im still hanging on coz i still believe in myself and I know I will always come through with flying colurs...
well its now or never.
i gotta stay strong.
bless me,GOD.
She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.
Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.
AWESOME LYRICS.
this picture is taken by jagmeet :)
she's so into photography, and this is one of her master piece :P
cantik kan?
okay,off to bed.
nights, people.
Hello world.
It’s been quite some time since I’ve blogged. Well yeah been
busy with college and classes.
My blog has been privatized for this past few weeks due to
some reasons. Sorry, people.
Well, things are not like before, I still remember those
days when I used to fly high but now I have lost my wings L
Where is the LOVE? I guess it’s dead and gone. I’m feeling responsible
for what happened and I know it’s my darn fault. But I don’t have much choice
either.
What’s the point of holding on if all you endure is pain and
being emotionally hurt. Seriously, that was the revolving point la. I shall not
say this, but I guess u deserve someone better who can cater to all your needs
and wants 24/7.
Maybe then you won’t feel neglected. I just want you to know
that being in a relationship is not all about you. We guys make look well-built
outside but we are soft at heart. I want
someone who listens to me, instead of me being a listener all the time. I’m
hurt and I can’t take it anymore. I tried my best to save what’s left but doesn’t
seem to work. Even after all that we have gone through, you just don’t understand
me. The questions you raised that day. Haih. The person I loved the most is
throwing a spear right through my heart. I want you to know that there is no
one else in my life now.
THAT JUNIOR. I have to admit that l like her and its just
pure affection. I don’t even talk to her in college and I know nothing about
her. TRUST ME! But again I guess it’s too late. You just don’t seem to know the
difference between like and love.
I’ll never stop loving you but I gotta move on.
Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend.♥
thanks for the memories.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
MY immortal :)
ILY
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