:D

I can feel her breath as she's sleepin' next to me,
Sharing pillows and cold feet.
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat,
Under blankets and warm sheets.

If only I could be in that bed again...
If only it were me instead of him...

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?"
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

Fourteen months and seven days ago...
Oh, I know you know,
How we felt about that night.
Just your skin against the window...
Oh, we took it slow,
And we both know...
It should've been me inside that car.
It should've been me instead of him... in the dark.

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?"
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

I know, love, (I'm a sucker for that feeling.)
Happens all the time, love, (I always end up feelin' cheated.)
You're on my mind, love, (or so that matter when I need it.)
It happens all the time- love, yeah.

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say?
Can you promise me if this was right:
Don't throw it all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things...
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to...


yeaps like how we used to by a rocket to the moon, catchy lyrics, i loike :D fridayy AGAIN. and finals is just less then a month. thats creepy shitt. and im still having trouble waking up early in the morning. why god why?! back then i remember waking up at six in the morning for college. i need motivation to study, see if mom can help when i skype with her later.
have a goood day folks ! :)

drama

why is my iPod repeating the same song when i have almost 700 over songs in my playlist?!okay that’s random.  and yes its spring break and im back blogging. did i mention that i was away in Auckland for a nine days winter trip?, mannn life was so goood. auckland could be the place i wanna settle down when I’m married, well again that’s just too early for me to mention about settling down.
rightt. Now back to where i belong, adelaide. Things aren’t the way they were before. ever since i broke up end of last year,  R told me, go live your life, and i remember asking how? and she said love your life before you love someone else. i did. i loved my life, my friends and almost everything i encountered in adelaide. K and K got together and i swear it was way beyond my expectation, i wasn’t told anything about this till i asked K out of curiosity. Well im happy for them , but the rest just dont seem to accept the fact that they are together. 
we shall see what happens and if this is gonna last.
then i thought about myself. When ever i skype with ma, pa, attai and chitti, they never fail to ask if im attached, and i remember telling them well maybe its just not the time yet....
K once asked if im interested in T, and i frankly told him HELL NO, i wasn’t having any feeling for anyone at that time. T's a friendly person, and she's one of the people i feel comfortable talking to....
told K what was happening these past few days when we had tanni session the other day. Till today i swear i dont know how i got back home. Hangover massive. Everyone was constantly asking me whats happening, apparently im pretty close to S and i told idk. im just going on with the flow and see where this ends. For now we shall be friends. Lets just go on with the flow.  Drama, i know but heck what to do, im yindian. ciao. X

considering tumblr. X
till then

sometimes

 

 

Sometimes i wish that you were here and not where ever you are now. Sometimes you are the only person i want to talk to because everyone else pretends to understand and try to say what would seem comforting to help. But what would really help is you just being there for me. Not needing to say anything to comfort me. But just be there when i say i need you. Why are you not here when i need you? When i am lonely and sad, confused and miserable, where are you? If only you knew, how much i need you sometimes.

hello from adelaide 2

greetings from adelaide!

typing this script while enjoying the sun. life's good :)

new city,new people,new memories but the same old me.YES the SAME old me.

its been more than two months here and worst case, my very first birthday away from home. 

felt a little empty :(

owh well life has to go on but i had heaps of fun.picture's below.

despite being away from home, i have WONDERFUL people around me and yes they make me whole lot better.my SIBLINGS from another mother,always there when I need someone ;)

been exploring this town much, from the city all the way to the suburbs and yes surprisingly there's HINDU temple here in adelaide but again nothing beats MALAYSIA's temples.

i guess parents missing me much.mom calls almost everyday,just to ensure that im alright. owh well i miss my parents as well. try leaving in a city so far away from parental love and you will feel exactly what im going through. trust me,its ain't easy..

two weeks of break, im off to melb next week.

i need some good home cooked food and i need to learn how to cook as well.aunty's gonna gimme a crash course, hope that helps.

will update soon.

xx

    

        Sunset at Hallet Cove 

        

  preparing VIETNAMESE roll for KJ"s farewell

    

        me birthday cake.

        happy birthday to me !

      sheeeeesha.

   mai's open house

 them.

p/s i had a dream and its not a good one.i just hope this one dream never come true.i miss my canbie buddie.yes,you ATTITUDE! when i see her next,imma go hug her like there;s no tommorow   :)

hello from adelaide.

boooo!its been a long time since i blogged.been busy adapting myself to the new environment and stuffs.owh well adelaide is a beautiful city i must say.its been a month here and yes time's flying.
food is indeed a problem here and worst case i dont know how to cook!
damnn been eating fried rice for the past few weeks,thank god i have a housemate who know how to cook.
classes started,well not so bad for the first two week,but yeah the worst is yet to come.
hitting gym in a bit.
will update soon.


p/s finally you moved on.you found someone else way better than me.im happy for you.god bless.

xx

2.52am

damnnn i've been sleeping late for these past few weeks.insomnia much.owh well.time is flying and i have like less than a month left but there is like heck alot of  unfinished task. its been more than 5 working days but where is my CoE? ;( i cant proceed with my med check up and visa application without my CoE. owh uni of adelaieee,please make it fast.owh yes, gym session is going on good and this would probably be my last month.


quickie updates.
1. getting a new phone (mom said yes,finally )
2. heading penang for thaipusam (1st time , 1st time )
3. visa.med check up.


p/s. mazhai peyum pothum,nanaiyathe yogaml,ithe yenna mayam,yaar seithatho.
       beautiful ! 


 

2011

dear 2010,


           time flies and now you have already come to an end. im definitely gonna miss you and the life that i lived in 2010. it was not an easy ride for me but yeah, i survived. After going through the ups and downs,imma stronger mann NOW.i have learnt alot especially when it comes to love.ohh god, when i was single, i always wish that i had someone special in my life and when im in a relationship, i miss being single.like seriously.now its all over.fcuk the past but not the memories.im done with my pre U and its time for degree. yes im turning 20 this year.well its ok to be a year older but its depressing when ur age is 2 digits and the first digit is changing.LOL owh 2011, im looking forward to see whatcha got for me! be nice.




p/s you may think that im giving up.well i have nothing much to say because its definitely gonna be my fault again. yes i know im stubborn and im hard to please.i am who i am.you want me to say something?yes this is gonna go on for long.